When You Finally Realize that You moved on from it all

I'm armed with the past, the will and a Brick. I might not want you back but I want to kill him.

I haven't found the need to complain about her in a while and that was the main point of this blog. Complain about a girl who I thought returned my feelings. Right now I don't have any need to complain about her. Its crazy that she's really adamant about me meeting her current boyfriend, which I find that she's kind of to stupid to realize how I feel about this. Okay stupid is kind of hurtful...absent minded? Either way I find it really weird that she wants me to meet this guy. I mean would you want to meet your crush's current boyfriend/girlfriend? Thats just fucking weird. Luckily I've gotten use to not seeing her all the time now and I'm perfectly fine with it. She's also way to caught up in this guy to hang out with her friends anymore so my state of emotional flux has gone down.

I hate today. I started off my day with a crappy dream about her engaged to her boyfriend. I know it's a ridiculous thing to dream about. Sadly there's a small part of me who believes that this is probably going to happen. And that small part of me is regretting not getting a chance. But it's a stupid thing to worry about and I realized how little I affect her life so me complaining about it is going to deaf ears. I just want to smash their faces in with a bat and just break everything in my sight. Today sucked plain and simple.

I miss watching Chuck.

Atleast I have my friends.

You can only say "Fuck you" for so long until you learn to just let it go. I've moved on and it's evident. So tell me where do I go from here?