So nothing's new lately,
I've been wanting to hang out with some of my friends and then not. Is that strange? I got yelled at because i didn't want to hang out with one person wtf was that all about? Albeit it was like 3 weeks ago but still its a strange thing to yell at someone about. I guess it feels like i dont have enough time to distribute it to everyone and trust me I want to hang out with my friends...when my mood is good, but there are those people I'm kind of hesitate about now. Maybe things have changed and maybe I'm just a cranky person but either way my closest friends feel like they haven't been getting the attention they need. Man sometimes i make myself sound like a terrible person.
I need to figure this time management thing out.
Good news,
I got a girl's number yesterday at the midnight launch of borderlands 2. God I'm excited I'm like a little kid at a toy store or candy store whichever fits this analogy. Shes super cute and insanely hot. She works at the gamestop that i regularly hang out at when i have time (which isn't a lot as I'm a lazy person) First time i've met her and i figured things went well. I got her number and invited her to go see the new Dark Knight Rises Movie with me (Great movie btw go watch it....again.) After that I've implemented myself in the 3 days rule. strange that HIMYM is dictating my non-existent dating life. I think the low moment in that part is though that my friend Justin was with me as i was talking to her, so now he's taggin along i think? Im not sure i haven't really made it clear yet or not. Also EVERYONE in the world is in love with her. So I'm thinking my chances are quite....gone? I'll figure it out. I do need consulting though, i haven't been interested in a girl in awhile fucking up something is bound to happen.
Side note: I think Justin being seen around me alot is starting to ruin my sane mind. He's over at my house alot and i always end up feeding him, if not he'll always end up looking for food himself -_-, in my mind it disturbs me that this is happening and also the fact that i think he assumes that he's coming along with me to go watch batman with her. Being a gentlemen as i am i don't think i can pay for her and him, man this dude is kicking me in the nuts everytime i think about it. Not like hes a bad friend but when those moments i would like to have alone with someone it's always disturbed by someone either justin or someone else (mostly justin as of right now since he has the highest ratio being 2/3 crashed moments). I wanna believe i have a chance but it doesn't work out so well if i have Justin following me around like a wounded animal. Yes I'm a terrible friend. I know I guess i gotta vent. Justin's not a bad guy he's funny and quite smart, but I just need that moment.
So thursday i was suppose to text her. I think i may need some help before hand. I forgot to mention ever since i got her number she's been on my mind like a plague. I think I have a problem...
