I Am Jack's Sadness

I feel like I need to watch something really sad.

I fucking hate work.

I am Jack's loss for words

I realize that i don't know the words to tell anyone anything.

I don't have the words to comfort people or to make them happy.

That's probably why i have no words to tell her anything.

Nothing to convince her to accept anything i say.

I hate this. Because I'm at a loss for words when i think about her.

Who would of thought something like this hurts so bad.

No Matter

No matter what happens. 

No matter who tells me what i should feel.

I will

And always will be

Sad 

That there hasn't been a girl I care for to just see me and fall for me. 

I promise my friend this year that things will change and life won't be so shitty anymore. I'm trying and I really am. But I'm so afraid of how things will end up. I can't just look past it and let go because the person in me believes in so many things that it's to hard to let go. Maybe I am the hopeless romantic but I just wish she saw me for more. I guess this romantic life i want has to go on the back burner. 

Everybody finds love

In the End

I swear I won't blink when looking at the end.