I worry a lot about time.
Its the one thing that plagues my mind more then anything else.
I don't have enough time to do this. I don't have enough time to finish this. I need more time.
It always feels like I have less time as each day passes. Almost as if I'm missing out on something. I feel like everything is ending every day. Not like I'm going to kill myself way. I mean in a way like everything is just going to stop.
It pains me to feel like this but its what keeps me going and never looking back. Never slowing down.
I wish I had more time to tell her how I feel. I wish I had the time to tell her how I feel.
But fear is a weakness and time is my enemy.
I wanna feel like I live in the now but all I feel is that I live in the future so far away from everyone else.
There's never enough time.
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